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Thursday, December 31, 2009

6:12 AM

Quite an interesting day today,
new year's eve,
i went out with kh and cheryl tan for dinner,
Seoul Garden to be exact,
we had lots of fun...

This post is gonna be a short one,
cos kh and venice is coming to
COUNTDOWN!!!

2009 is going,
2010 is here...
i wish for the bad to go,
and the better to come in,
forgetting the bullshit,
remembering the crazy stuff

CRAZY
CRAZIER
CRAZIEST

the hidden talents.

4:42 AM

Ahh... what a tiring day...
Sec 1 orientation finally ended today,
extremely tired out,
a sore knee and legs,
and a hoarse throat...
what more do you want??

After today,
i really hope sec 1 camp could come sooner,
i really enjoyed the atmosphere,
even though i was a little pissed off...
But everything is part of the process,
without these challenges,
we don't grow...

I am very sure the sec 1's can be more enthusiastic,
maybe its just their shyness in them...
I thought through something today as well,
i realised that its hard to remember...
its harder to forget...
and the hardest is to forgive...

I couldn't forgive myself,
i tried to forgive the others,
i tried to forget you,
but its not working that well,
when you were ill today,
i still felt that funny feeling...
i knew something was wrong,
but yet i couldn't help much...

I wonder what i should do now...
Lost in the middle of nowhere...
like a helpless boat,
drifting in the choppy oceans,
waiting for help to arrive...

i really do not know why that feeling came back,
if i could choose,
i will never want it to come back again,
arh... ...
its frustrating
annoying,
irritating,
tiring...

the hidden talents.

10:50 PM

Merry Christmas!

Well, people say its the festival
for joy, love and peace...
It doesn't feel like one for me...

My closest brother is in spain,
sick and tired but i cant help him
My bestfriends are hurt for some reasons.
What's more man...

I don't want a ruined X'mas...
Last X'mas was a good one,
this X'mas must be an even better one,
Let's save it man...
With friends,
i don't see the problem in having a fun X'mas
*
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*****
*******
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This Christmas tree is for you guys!

I think this blog is becoming like
a motivation blog...
Opening it to the public may help even more friends
However,
Thanks to some
HRL
(Highly Retarded Losers)
i cant do that...
Anyway,

Last christmas,
i gave you my heart,
but the very next day, u gave it away.
This year,
to save me from tears...
I'll give it to SUNNY!

Hahaha....

the hidden talents.

7:51 AM

What have i learn today?
A WAIT

A MOMENT

A FEELING

A DECISION

AN ENDING

HURT

SAD

CRIED

... ...

What's next,
you continue crying?
NO !!!
You get yourself back up
better and stronger than ever before

the hidden talents.

4:11 AM

Been busy lately,
Japan trip stuff and SC,
with sec1 registration and orientation.

Hmm...
Still remember yourself in sec 1?
The friends,
the character,
the behaviour,
the mindset?
most importantly,
have you CHANGED completely?

Well,
i did,
more friends,
more kindhearted,
more tolerant,
more mature thinking,
more idiotic?

Hahaha,
i'm not kidding...
i really have changed,
firstly, into a freak, a monster,
then into a loser,
then changing into a fool,
before turning back to who i was.

It was a rough and interesting ride i had,
the best-ever rollercoaster...

Now that things have changed,
why not go back into the past,
liking who you liked back then...
giving everything for that dream...

Indeed the past maybe good or bad,
but all you need to know is,
the future is always better and brighter,
look forward to what's coming your way,
take it in if its good,
challenge it if it harms you,
forget about what has hurt you in the past,
andn move on for the better things in life...

this post is specially for:
venice lee
cheryl tan
ong li peng

the hidden talents.

7:19 PM

Enjoy the Video
----->>>>>>>

Try to see the lyrics and understand why she almost cried while singing...

ENJOY

the hidden talents.

5:45 AM

I AM IN LOVE WITH
SNSD's SUNNY !!!

the hidden talents.

6:11 AM

People always say they are unlucky, unfortunate or suay...
But what is the real meaning of it??

It is not stepping on dogs poo,
its when you do not even have legs to step on it.

Its not when your food is inedible or overcooked,
its when you do not have food to eat.

Its not when your house has been robbed cleanly,
its when you do not have a roof over your head.

Its not when your partner breaks up with you,
its when they break up and you found out,
that they went to your best friend instead.

Its not when a girl rejects your proposal,
its when they accepts and dies hours or day later.

Its not about losing a game or match,
but losing to yourself.

This is a life long lesson,
don't take things for granted,
be happy for what you have.

If money can't buy you happiness,
then claim it with your hardwork,
when you do something successfully,
you will feel satisfied.

Be with the people that makes you feel happy,
forget about those who angers you,
those who angers you, conquers you...

Once you have gone forward,
don't look back,
because you will regret and the next thing you know,
you are hurt,
crying in the corner, feeling all alone

the hidden talents.

10:47 PM

Ok...i'm here to update again.
Japan is over, Thailand has finished...
I'm left with student leaders camp and kelong trip.
Waa... what a busy holiday!

Not enough time for friends...
Not enough time for school work...
Worse still is Sec 1 camp planning has just started...
Fortunately, i am taking charge of campfire,
getting help for KH and terence...
This way they can be in the camp and have fun with me...
and some others...(hahaha)
John will be going for St.John duty...
See how many more people i can pull in.

Hmm.. i'm going to school tomorrow for camp meeting,
maybe Kh going for UG camp planning...
i need to meet up with them to pass them the presents,
don't worry venice...you will get yours at the chalet.

Speaking about that...
class chalet is on the 9th!!!
can't wait to meet up with people like venice,john,lipeng,basyirah.
Have not seen and chat with them since....
long long ago...
As i told venice, i will show the super high side of me,
during the chalet...
Just like the Leona Lewis song---HAPPY
it should be in the playlist above, look for it..
Its such a motivating song...
I uploaded many more nice songs too...
listen to it if u have the time.

Many things have came to me this past few weeks,
i've been thinking..and thinking hard..
I realised one thing... ... ... ...
It seems that Obama is somehow right,
ITS TIME FOR A CHANGE
Many have really changed,
and someone once said...
"Plans change and people change"
A change may be a good change,
or a bad one...

So what if it hurts me?
So what if i break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge,
My feet run out off ground.
I gotta find my place.
I wanna hear my sound.
Don't care about all the pain in front of me.
I'm just trying to be happy...
Just wanna be happy...

the hidden talents.