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Saturday, July 25, 2009

5:31 AM

Away from blogger for quite awhile,
I will just sum up a few things.
Firstly,
NCC, NDP is a few more days away,
buck up people, you guys can do it.
We are the GOH( guard-of-honor).
I hope XS will be the Parade Commander,
KH is already the contingent commander
and Terence, may not be the Flag bearer
and me?
Hmm.. timer bah...
I really hope the Pink Panda can perform too
let the spinning begin..

Next,
SC,
Teacher's Day prep have not started.
We need to start soon.
My dept has basically fall,
maybe i just too lenient on them,
i have never scolded them before.
Two outcomes,
scold and they listens,
or scold and they hate.
Challenging...

Lastly,
Venice, we will always support you.
I also agree with you,
i bet even KH too,
and definitely XS.
anything can come forward to us,
we are glad to help,
we are also trying to hint him on this,
we don't want to tell him straight in the face,
We don't want to lose a friend,
or maybe two.
JIAYOU JIAYOU!!!

Before i end...
Venice said yellow is used for sourness,
so what about blue?

I have not been acting quite right lately,
Maybe from your Point-of-view,
i am normal,
laughing, joking, being a clown.
but the truth is...
deep inside,
cracks have started to form,
like an earthquake in progess,
and i seem to be dropping down,
but fortunately,
there was a rope on my hands,
grabbing it tight.
On the other end...
i see my friends pulling me up.

I once said during floorball,
that i didn't have that motivation to play.
That special kind of motivation was missing.
but the true motivation is already in my possession.
i already have it.

Motivation is key to success.

the hidden talents.

3:31 AM

With an aching badly back,
i still went for soccer yesterday.
enduring the pain,
with every step and kick on the ball.
Ate lunch with my dad,
then went home for a short nap.

Woke up around 2 hours later,
got ready and went out,
going to my cousin house.
I haven seen him for 6 years,
thats because he was in a lonely place,
called "prison".

He is a changed man,
a man that learn from his mistake,
a man that repents,
a man that is full of talents.

along the Yellow Ribbon campaign,
he learn to play the guitar and sing.
And i must say, he is great!
So my cousins and i bought a folk guitar,
as a "welcome back" present
he cried when we gave him the guitar,
i almost did too..
but i held it back.
he played and sang 2 songs for us
and thanked all of us.
i learn many things too..

Today, i completed my homework,
before my cousins came for my grandfather's birthday celebration.
nothing much is happening today.
I am here playing FarmTown and blogging
and i am off to eat dinner..
Getting our class tee tomorrow..!!
Byes...

man makes mistakes, that may be very bad.
but whats bad is that the people close to him does not forgive him
Learn to Repent,
Change for the better,
Live life to the fullest!

in order to succeed,
we may need to make something out of nothing.

the hidden talents.

6:14 AM

woh...ohh
i am getting busier day by day
NDP in two weeks time.
Class test starting next week.
Teacher's day is yet to be done.

Fearing for the worse,
as i know the worse has yet to come.
it will come one fine day,
but i will hope that won't happen.
Looks like i will start pulling my hair again

we'll be getting our class tee on monday
i am truly excited,
but i am more excited for this weekend
to see my cousin
whom i have not seen for 6 years

let's go back to what happen today,
mrs tan came in with a swollen eye
and we were told she had fever after that
so that means no mrs tan for the next week.
Hmm..??
good or bad??
i think its bad...
next it was PE,
the floorball game got dirty,
and people almost fought
even though i am badly injured
we went to apologise for the class
me and MR to be exact.
maybe the class wouldn't know about this
but i believe i did the right thing
normal lessons after recess,
before i go for my PDS training.
KH was lazy as usual
and XS was getting sick
(take care broth-da)
(take care my USM)
Terence had fever and was sent home
David was being a dog as usual
and Fatin was making the training
funnier by the minutes..

went to KFC for dinner
chatted and ate like mad people
dragged my heavy foots
all the way home
and taking a bathe
to freshen up
before using this computer
to type type and type

a new song added to the blog
Taylor Swift- Crazier

the hidden talents.

7:02 AM

A long time since i have blogged,
well, the msn i am using now is the older one,
the one where you log in from the internet.
i am also unsure of this stupid thing.
and because of this,
i started playing games on Facebook.
Jermaine and Cheryl.O recommended me.
so i gave it a try.
i am active on 3 games now:
Farm Town
Crazy Planets
Mini Golf.
these games are not that bad,
but my computer still lags once in a while

Today in school,
we got our fans.
thanks to jiayan and cheryl.T for buying
and thanks to me and MR,
For fixing.
So now, most of the people should be satisfied
We will be getting our class tee soon!
Mrs.V said either late this week,
or early next week.
I look forward to seeing the design
and also the class reactions...hehehe

This few days,
my buddies are really talking sense.
KH and Terence is telling me about 90/10
which is a principle,
meaning, 90% is your own effort,
and 10% is the things you can't change
and also it depends on your 90%.
Hard to understand?
Jermaine is saying about
looking at things at a different point of view.
Hard to believe?
MR is keep talking about going for it.
Test of courage?
Hmm...???
Even my teachers are becoming unusual,
some turning racist, "religionist",
some turning irritating,
and some shouting at the top of their voice.

I guess these are guidelines and motivations,
for my future...
The next few weeks will be full of activities,
Teacher's Day,
National Day,
and TA's.
Meetings, training and homework,
will start to increase as time past by.
Hmm... challenges?

When you are born,
your life is a blank piece of paper...
what you write on it will eventually determine,
who you are and your attitude.
- my tuition teacher

the definition of success,
is not how high you go,
but how high you bounce back when you fall.

the hidden talents.

1:59 AM

Happy Youth Day people!!

in celebration of the youths around the world.
this is the time to be what you really are.
the freedom as youths,
the energy in youths and of course,
the craziness in youths.

A extra day of holiday for this week,
going back to school tomorrow,
the AYG are ending soon too,
Singapore was great,
but their Under-14 soccer was a disappointment.
they did not performed up to expectations.
but as youths,
what we lack is always experience
so, i believe they will improve,
just like me...

Improving one's self is important,
so is realising one's dreams,
but while doing all these,
we will usually affect our surroundings,
like the way we act and behave,
and also the attitude towards other's
this is the challenge in life.
a simple but yet difficult obstacle,
and that is to Be Ourselves

the hidden talents.

7:32 AM

when school starts,
stress also starts to build up in my giant head.
these stress will then lead to a headache,
and finally,
me pulling my smooth hair...

The stress is really starting to accumulate but slowly,
one by one it stacks up.
i realise that school work is one of them,
it is not the worse one as i can still cope
the worst of all is council.
I like being in the council,
but i also have to handle the stress there,
most of my stress and headaches are from council.
Especially during this period of time,
Teacher's day...
I like planning for events,
helping out,
pushing myself to the limits i have in me,
but these will all eventually make me stress,
sad case.
actually, this might be easier if i get all the help i need,
but my department is falling,
one by one also,
so now, i want to thank the people that helped,
people like the exco's,
my department,
my 2IC ayu,
the teachers,
and finally myself and my friends.
i really like this personality in me,
that i want to finish off what i have started,
and finish it off successfully,
even if it means pushing myself to the limits.

i guess this is the good point that people do not see in me
and i know that there are many more inside me,
i just need to show, and not tell.
action speaks louder than words

hmm... my confidence level is falling,
i really need to get that back.
as what i told XS,
a leader must look confident before doing anything

i guess many things are falling now,
the class spirit,
my department,
my confidence level,
my heart???
maybe things are falling,
but i know one that is not,
and that is....
....
.... ....
....
the number of H1N1 patients
hahaha, the lameness in me too
so long talented ones..

the confidence and courage lies deep within the heart
we just need to get there,
fighting our way through the many obstacles in life,
and coming out above all.

the hidden talents.