life of a curry puff

2010-04-03T00:29:00.000-07:00

Ahh.. long time no see,

its been quite awhile since i had the time to sit down and blog.

The past few weeks was like a storm,

we have highs and lows...

True enough, term 1 is over,

term 2 has begun...

MYE is coming up next.

time is passing so quickly,

even the UG camp is over...

CCA is over,

we have officially graduated from NCC

The roles are passed on...

Hope they will keep up the good work,

or even make it better...

Next will be SC,

we are going to officially step down on the

21st of april

and at that point of time,

maybe some will cry...

missing us...

Hopefully they do,

then it show how much an impact we made on them.

in order for someone to remember you,

you must leave an impact on their lives,

only then the will remember you forever

2010-03-07T00:57:00.000-08:00

Ahh... the sweetness of life.

My guppies gave birth a few days back,

now there are like a dozen tiny guppies swimming around.

Its so cool to see a new life being brought to the world...

anyway,

the UG camp is coming soon,

and even though we will be super busy,

i know that we will definitely have loads of fun,

JOKES + CLOWNS = COMEDY

This shade of green shld also be the colour of the

UG camp tee.

i just hope it looks great...

the final week of term 1 has come,

lucky for us, there are lesser test this week

but it also means the O level has took a step nearer...

Good or Bad, i don't know,

all i know is that i need to work hard,

only then i can play harder...

Life don't bring you happiness,

life gives you the formula for it...

Its up to you if really want it...

2010-02-26T07:05:00.000-08:00

I had the perfect sweet 16 on thursday, 25 feb

got a suprise cake, pencil box and tons of birthday wishes

it was a truly amazing day...

there is still one more belated present coming up,

i think its from RX, cheryl and vivian...

anyway, i am posting with my half-asleep mind.

This week was a rather rough and tired week,

i slept in many lessons and could not focus...

The following few weeks will be even more rough,

SC...UG CAMP...TESTS...

so many important things going on right now...

making it even worse,

my bag strap came apart after eating dinner at Mac,

i had to walk home with only one strap...

i am also waiting patiently for my new phone...

and also from someone...

It seems that things isn't going my way...

i added some new songs to this blog,

Justin bieber's baby,

and SNSD's Martian Virus...

I hope SNSD will be on top of the K-chart as long as possible,

GO SNSD !!!

We often fail at times in life,

What matters the most is,

How high are we going to bounce back?

2010-02-21T01:05:00.000-08:00

nothing much to talk about...

just that the stress is slowly building up,

unable to juggle so many things at once,

its horror...

CNY is ending soon...

intending to save all the money.

Next up is my Sweet 16,

i am not quite sure what will happen on that day.

I'm having PE,

its a super long day,

and my birthday lands there...

what more can i say?

I am going to make an early birthday wish,

1. My friends and family to be healthy and happy always

2. My friends and I to have a good O'level result

3. To get the things i want

Maybe another one would be to get a new phone...

my phone is screwed,

the buttons wont work and its expensive to fix it,

so i am currently using a Nokia navigator phone,

a spare phone from my cousin...

at least i can listen to the radio on that phone...

I'm gonna end here,

its time for me to rush over to my weekend homework,

i am left with the Chem w/s and article review...

a winner learns how to obtain victory before he fights,

a loser fights, then seek for victory...

2010-02-14T02:26:00.000-08:00

HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR

and

VALENTINES DAY

Its not much of a celebration for me,

but more of a relax session,

a long awaited break from all the school work,

conflicts, troubles and O LEVEL stress.

I will spend the CNY with my family of course,

and valentines too...

Thought of finding a day to go out with KH,

but don't think it will happen...

Oh well, i can just look forward to the

holiday homework that is given...

I'm starting to look forward to the UG camp,

i really hope i will have fun there...

Sec1 camp is also PIP(planning in progress)

a whole lot of bad news was given to us...

not sure how this year's camp will be fun...

IT's going to be so different that even we dont know what to do

argh...

THIS IS LIFE

Life always throw challenges to us,

we got two options:

1. Face and overcome the challenge

2. hide and escape from it like a coward

Your choice, your decision

YOU CHOOSE

2010-01-30T20:54:00.000-08:00

Haven got the time to update so far...

Well, life is always as normal,

the conflicts

the gossips

the problems

the mischievous plans

the fun

the laughter

the hatred

and of course

the always so popular O' levels

you will always hear this at least once everyday

never forgetting it.

i admit that i'm still not starting,

the revision, the mugging...

but yes i feel the stress that its giving me

With only 6 o'level subjects,

i believe i can focus more now...

even though homeworks are still stacking...

Enough of studies,

lets talk about Council...

The voting has started,

but not all the selected ones will be in,

Mr Tan has yet to go through the list...

i hope it will be a good EXCO this year,

i hope that anyone in my dept will be in the top 7

New exco means we are stepping down too...

Hmm... what an interesting year it will be

2 events i really look forward to...

The UG camp

and....

SEC 1 ORIENTATION CAMP...

that will be our last event as councillors and EXCO's

really hope it will come soon...

We don't wait for things to happen,

we make things happen...

2010-01-17T04:31:00.000-08:00

Nothing much this week,
but i have thought and ponder over many things.

If others can do it,
why not me?

Everything can be done,
but it all depends on you...

Don't ask why,
ask why not...

I have been in a mess lately,
from a maths to studies,
to friends and closer friends...
everything does not seem to go our way,
there are so many different routes to choose,
but we only want that specific route...
There seems to be so many better choices,
but we only want that choice...

People say that it is never to late to try again,
but its not the problem of trying again,
its whether we are strong enough to do so...

My close friend have already gone crazy,
I am half way there,
My closest brother is still not giving up yet.
It tells a lot from here...

Giving up can be an option,
but its our choice...

That's why...
i am not going to throw an unpolished jewel away

2010-01-08T19:43:00.000-08:00

Ahh.. one whole week of school is finally over,
i finally know that sec 4 life is this interesting,
every sentence that the teacher says has the words o-level in it.
COOL ISN'T IT?
hahaha... only the first week and i felt the pressure already.
i wonder how i am going to keep up the rest of the year...

Sec 1 MTP was yesterday,
It was fun and at the same time tiring...
i am starting to miss council duties,
especially the council spirit,
it seems so fast and the next thing u know,
only the word o-level is in ur head...

I was kind of frustrated yesterday,
i kept thinking about some stupid things,
truthfully speaking,
it's very simple,
i just can't get it out of my mind,
its like it is permernent.
I have no idea on how to forget this...
its just so frustrating...

life do not always go as planned,
that is what makes you so fucked up...

2010-01-03T00:07:00.001-08:00

New year, New skin...
~Enjoy~

2010-01-01T07:26:00.000-08:00

A new year, a new story
A new me...

People always say that life is unfair,
well, to me,
your life depends on you.
You choose and make decisions,
so if life is unfair,
you have only yourself to blame...

The rights and wrongs in life revolves around you,
You decide how you want to deal with it.
Once in a lifetime,
means there's no second chance,
so i believe that you and me,
should grab it while we can...
Don't wait for another,
cause it may never come,
don't always take the easy way out,
because its the process that counts...

I've seen a lot in 2009,
I know 2010 is going to be even more complicated,
i said about a whole new me,
well, i am not sure about that yet,
but i am sure about the craziness that is going to start,
its going to be a whole new story...
Be prepared 2010...

Actions always speaks louder than words

2009-12-31T06:12:00.000-08:00

Quite an interesting day today,
new year's eve,
i went out with kh and cheryl tan for dinner,
Seoul Garden to be exact,
we had lots of fun...

This post is gonna be a short one,
cos kh and venice is coming to
COUNTDOWN!!!

2009 is going,
2010 is here...
i wish for the bad to go,
and the better to come in,
forgetting the bullshit,
remembering the crazy stuff

CRAZY
CRAZIER
CRAZIEST

2009-12-30T04:42:00.000-08:00

Ahh... what a tiring day...
Sec 1 orientation finally ended today,
extremely tired out,
a sore knee and legs,
and a hoarse throat...
what more do you want??

After today,
i really hope sec 1 camp could come sooner,
i really enjoyed the atmosphere,
even though i was a little pissed off...
But everything is part of the process,
without these challenges,
we don't grow...

I am very sure the sec 1's can be more enthusiastic,
maybe its just their shyness in them...
I thought through something today as well,
i realised that its hard to remember...
its harder to forget...
and the hardest is to forgive...

I couldn't forgive myself,
i tried to forgive the others,
i tried to forget you,
but its not working that well,
when you were ill today,
i still felt that funny feeling...
i knew something was wrong,
but yet i couldn't help much...

I wonder what i should do now...
Lost in the middle of nowhere...
like a helpless boat,
drifting in the choppy oceans,
waiting for help to arrive...

i really do not know why that feeling came back,
if i could choose,
i will never want it to come back again,
arh... ...
its frustrating
annoying,
irritating,
tiring...

2009-12-24T22:50:00.000-08:00

Merry Christmas!

Well, people say its the festival
for joy, love and peace...
It doesn't feel like one for me...

My closest brother is in spain,
sick and tired but i cant help him
My bestfriends are hurt for some reasons.
What's more man...

I don't want a ruined X'mas...
Last X'mas was a good one,
this X'mas must be an even better one,
Let's save it man...
With friends,
i don't see the problem in having a fun X'mas
*
***
*****
*******
*********
||||

This Christmas tree is for you guys!

I think this blog is becoming like
a motivation blog...
Opening it to the public may help even more friends
However,
Thanks to some
HRL
(Highly Retarded Losers)
i cant do that...
Anyway,

Last christmas,
i gave you my heart,
but the very next day, u gave it away.
This year,
to save me from tears...
I'll give it to SUNNY!

Hahaha....

2009-12-23T07:51:00.000-08:00

What have i learn today?
A WAIT

A MOMENT

A FEELING

A DECISION

AN ENDING

HURT

SAD

CRIED

... ...

What's next,
you continue crying?
NO !!!
You get yourself back up
better and stronger than ever before

2009-12-22T04:11:00.000-08:00

Been busy lately,
Japan trip stuff and SC,
with sec1 registration and orientation.

Hmm...
Still remember yourself in sec 1?
The friends,
the character,
the behaviour,
the mindset?
most importantly,
have you CHANGED completely?

Well,
i did,
more friends,
more kindhearted,
more tolerant,
more mature thinking,
more idiotic?

Hahaha,
i'm not kidding...
i really have changed,
firstly, into a freak, a monster,
then into a loser,
then changing into a fool,
before turning back to who i was.

It was a rough and interesting ride i had,
the best-ever rollercoaster...

Now that things have changed,
why not go back into the past,
liking who you liked back then...
giving everything for that dream...

Indeed the past maybe good or bad,
but all you need to know is,
the future is always better and brighter,
look forward to what's coming your way,
take it in if its good,
challenge it if it harms you,
forget about what has hurt you in the past,
andn move on for the better things in life...

this post is specially for:
venice lee
cheryl tan
ong li peng

2009-12-19T19:19:00.000-08:00

Enjoy the Video
----->>>>>>>

Try to see the lyrics and understand why she almost cried while singing...

ENJOY

2009-12-16T05:45:00.000-08:00

I AM IN LOVE WITH
SNSD's SUNNY !!!

2009-12-15T06:11:00.000-08:00

People always say they are unlucky, unfortunate or suay...
But what is the real meaning of it??

It is not stepping on dogs poo,
its when you do not even have legs to step on it.

Its not when your food is inedible or overcooked,
its when you do not have food to eat.

Its not when your house has been robbed cleanly,
its when you do not have a roof over your head.

Its not when your partner breaks up with you,
its when they break up and you found out,
that they went to your best friend instead.

Its not when a girl rejects your proposal,
its when they accepts and dies hours or day later.

Its not about losing a game or match,
but losing to yourself.

This is a life long lesson,
don't take things for granted,
be happy for what you have.

If money can't buy you happiness,
then claim it with your hardwork,
when you do something successfully,
you will feel satisfied.

Be with the people that makes you feel happy,
forget about those who angers you,
those who angers you, conquers you...

Once you have gone forward,
don't look back,
because you will regret and the next thing you know,
you are hurt,
crying in the corner, feeling all alone

2009-12-05T22:47:00.000-08:00

Ok...i'm here to update again.
Japan is over, Thailand has finished...
I'm left with student leaders camp and kelong trip.
Waa... what a busy holiday!

Not enough time for friends...
Not enough time for school work...
Worse still is Sec 1 camp planning has just started...
Fortunately, i am taking charge of campfire,
getting help for KH and terence...
This way they can be in the camp and have fun with me...
and some others...(hahaha)
John will be going for St.John duty...
See how many more people i can pull in.

Hmm.. i'm going to school tomorrow for camp meeting,
maybe Kh going for UG camp planning...
i need to meet up with them to pass them the presents,
don't worry venice...you will get yours at the chalet.

Speaking about that...
class chalet is on the 9th!!!
can't wait to meet up with people like venice,john,lipeng,basyirah.
Have not seen and chat with them since....
long long ago...
As i told venice, i will show the super high side of me,
during the chalet...
Just like the Leona Lewis song---HAPPY
it should be in the playlist above, look for it..
Its such a motivating song...
I uploaded many more nice songs too...
listen to it if u have the time.

Many things have came to me this past few weeks,
i've been thinking..and thinking hard..
I realised one thing... ... ... ...
It seems that Obama is somehow right,
ITS TIME FOR A CHANGE
Many have really changed,
and someone once said...
"Plans change and people change"
A change may be a good change,
or a bad one...

So what if it hurts me?
So what if i break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge,
My feet run out off ground.
I gotta find my place.
I wanna hear my sound.
Don't care about all the pain in front of me.
I'm just trying to be happy...
Just wanna be happy...

2009-11-15T01:16:00.000-08:00

YO!! I'M BACK!!!
well, i won't go into details of what i did there,
i think that its a waste of time,
i will just talk about the lessons learnt...
the course basically thought me something.
People, Product, Process

In a journey,
this three things are what we look out for,
do you know how your people feel?
do you have enough time to reach the end?
will the process be one to remember?

yes, all three are important,
but at times of crisis, only one is the most important.
Different people have different opinions,
likewise, different leaders have different styles of leading.
I myself is the people leader,
i will not mind giving up the journey
when i have a man down,
i will not care about the product.

So what type of a person do you think you are?

One important phrase i learn was...
Keeping together is a success,
Staying together is a process,
Dying together is a commitment...

What do you think?
Do you understand it?

its like a snowball theory,
at the top, the snowball is tiny,
its vulnerable to any sort of damage.
as it goes down, the journey allows more experience,
learning and applying makes you less weak.
as you go on and on,
you get stronger,
now even others are intimidated by you.

it does not only apply to oneself,
it can be friends, school work or even a hobby.

When people are down and out,
hurt and weakened by the surroundings,
that is when their true colours are shown...

2009-11-06T04:24:00.000-08:00

This should be the last post before i come back for OBS.
I cant wait to do kayaking again,
but facing the high elements will be a challenge for me.
I heard that many were afraid and wanting to back out,
honestly, i have thought of that too..
but thinking of the fun i could have there instead of lessons,
i change my mindset a little.
I really hope i can overcome my fear of heights there,
at the same time, learn some new skills.

Today we went to school for Japan Trip briefing.
As videographers and photographers,
KH and I do not need to perform.
We will, instead, be Logistics for the trip.
Getting equipments and people ready.
The job is pretty much easy for me,
SC brings these task to me almost everytime.
Some minor conflicts happened today,
and i will say that the game has just begun.

You pulled our trigger,
you are going to regret.
I will not care much now,
i am in a position to do anything to you
after i have said those 3 words.
I will not hesitate to blow this time,
and i believe only a few will be able to stop me,
from causing less damaged,
People know me as an out-going guy,
but lesser know that i have a hidden temper.
KH is one hell of a loyal friend and his ability is extremely unpredictable.
The support we have on our back is unknown to you.
Every temper has a limit,
you unfortunately have dug your own grave,
so i suggest you get prepared for the worst ride of your life.

Sad to say,
but you have crossed the line

I think i resemble a delicious curry puff,
rough and bland on the outside,
but soft and fiery on the inside.

2009-11-04T05:20:00.000-08:00

Kayaking course today.
We took a bus from school to..
WATER VENTURE CHANGI

We had some safety briefing and intro,
before heading to the water...
Singapore has always been known for
CLEAN AND GREEN
but its waters are extremely salty and dirty...
and looking forward,
i'll be entering the same water in about a weeks time.
OBS...

We learn basic strokes and methods,
like moving the kayak up, down, left and right,
and turning, going up and down of the kayak...
many new things were taught,
but the best was the capsize drill...
it may sound and feel painful,
but after doing it, you will want to do it again.

Tomorrow will be learning for more drills,
before the test to get our 1-star kayaking cert
Now i am feeling tired and sleepy,
amazingly i also feel like i am still in a kayak,
drifting and swaying from left to right...

The most i could do was to give up,
the least i could do was the most.

2009-10-31T02:53:00.000-07:00

BRAVE THE STORMS,
STAND THE WINDS.

Its storming outside, the strike of lightning
and the loud thunder...
There is always a bad day in life,
but the question is how you overcome it.

The sound of thunder might frighten you,
but there are some who can't even hear it.

The lightning strikes look very intimidating,
but some might never seen it before.

You have a shelter to protect yourself for getting wet,
There are some who do not even have a roof over them.

Jackets and sweaters are common to you,
but some might be freezing to death.

You might have hot coffee to drink,
but some don't even have drinkable water.

A storm may have ruined your day,
but think of it in a different way,
positive thinking helps,
when you are feeling down and upset,
it makes you forget about the bad things that make you upset.

Someone once said that,
"after a storm, your day gets brighter."
i wonder if this was really true?
Hmm... what do you think?

I believe that storms can break you apart,
but it also bonds you together.
What you get from the storm lies in you,
you decide on the outcome you want to have.
Whether it is good or bad,
all you know is that you braved through the storm,
and stand strong in the winds...

2009-10-28T03:42:00.001-07:00

Finally found the time and energy to post again,
i changed the blog songs too...

Today was the day of post exams activities.
We went to TP for a tour,
allowing us to know more about life as a TP student.
The 1st stop was the School Of Applied Science.
I decided on 3 courses i could take there,
1.Veterinary science
2.Baking and culinary science
3.Biotechnology
Definitely, Veterinary science will be on the top of the list.

Next we headed to the School of Engineering,
nothing much caught my attention
as it did not suit my interest.
After long and interesting walks, we were dismissed.
Waited for my bunch of jokers before going for lunch.

I realise the its good to think ahead,
but i should focus more on what is happening now.
The thing is...
I WILL CONTINUE AMATHS !!!
yes, thats right.
I am not joking.
This decision comes in after long persuasion.
My family members urged me on to continue,
and i myself believe that i should not give up.
Just a little hardwork will do the job..
I will not care what people will say,
but this is my decision and i am responsible for it.

I learnt that i should not give up so easily,
giving up before the war starts...
I will use this as an aim in everything i do.
Therefore, i just want to say...
I WILL NOT GIVE UP ON YOU MS TAY !!!
I am going to try my very best,
and at this point of time,
i just need a confidence boost to get the ball rolling..
So help me out here people...

Exams are over..but...

2009-10-16T05:41:00.000-07:00

I have finally completed the exams,
by right, i am supposed to be happy and free of stress.
But somehow or another.. i have lots of unfinished business to settle.
Let's rock and roll...

First up, Council work...
many things are coming up...
from graduation day to open house,
to courses till camps...
So many things, so little time...
looks like we need to rush like bulls.

Next, NCC...
its not much of a stress, but it still keeps me busy.
PDS performance for open house...
courses...competitions,
fun but takes up a lot of precious time.

Lastly, myself upgrading...
maybe i have not changed much,
and if i did,
it was mostly for the worse...
Am I right???
Mr Tan said,
Mr Kim advised...
I found out what i lacked...
self-discipline and courage
i need to learn how to control and make decisions myself.
i need to be more decisive and do the right things at the right time.
i need to give myself more courage and try try try...
because if you do not try...
nothing will happen.
and once you try,
you must be prepared for any consequences.

I guess there's a lot for me to work on,
but with the tight schedule and the short break...
all i can do is to TRY!!

2009-09-20T02:57:00.000-07:00

So mint flavour is not well-liked??
Hmm.. ok then..
lets just say that all i care now is you accepted it.

Flavors are a supplement in life,
it makes life more interesting and unique.
Every different flavor has it's own unique taste,
bitter, sweet, sour or even if it is tasteless,
it is still unique.
A flavor itself can be unique and nice,
but what about mixing two flavors together?

Results vary according to what you mix.
It doesn't mean that if the flavors taste good,
it mix well..
it doesn't mean is the flavor is bland,
it won't taste nice.
It needs a special type of blend to make the new flavor nice.
A blend that is one of a kind.

Maybe the flavors being mixed now taste a little funny,
but i am sure it will get better...
adding many flavors at one time may not work,
so i have tried adding it slowly,
bit by bit, a little by a little,
no matter what is the final taste of the new flavor,
i am happy if you have accepted it.

maybe many of you will not understand this post,
but i think it all comes down to two wise phrase.

The final outcome is only good when you have enjoyed the process in making it good
One big jump may get you all the way to the top,
but it serves nothing but a result.

2009-09-07T05:14:00.000-07:00

Bored and restless, i came to blog.
Basically, i just have one question to ask..

What's the difference
between a dandelion and a air bubble?

Some of you may not know whats a dandelion,
well, its a wind pollinated flower.
and the bubble is just a normal bubble that little kids blow.
so what's the difference??

The dandelion has an aim..
it goes with the wind
and flow to the place where it can land.
Its aim is to reproduce to form a new dandelion.
it flows with the wind.

However, the bubble does not have an aim.
it flies freely to no place.
The blowing of wind may help,
but too strong the wind and the bubble may pop.
weak and fragile it flies...

So which object suits you,
do you follow your aim and make sure you get there?
or you just flow anywhere to anyplace?
do you stay strong and persevere?
or you let emotions take over you once beaten down?

Amazingly, i got this from my tuition work.
I realised that this is very meaningful.
It taught me a very valuable lesson.
I finally know the definition of success.

Success is not how great you do,
its how high you bounce back when you fall,
its how well you change your past mistakes,
its the moment where relief and happiness meets,
its the reason why people have aims.
Aims are not for people to see,
they are not for show,
they are not any ordinary aims,
they are for you to see and for you to get.
Make your aim a want and a need,
fight for what's yours,
persevere... ...
for the result is always positive,
if you put your heart and soul to reach for it.

2009-09-03T06:17:00.000-07:00

Its been so long...
i did not really have the time recently,
and even if i had..
laziness won over me...
So i whacked myself in the ass and sat on this chair,
to type for the sake of the people bugging me to blog.

The busy days are going to be over soon,
after the holidays and it will be a quick rush.
Rush for the concentration of exams.
honestly, i am not in the mood of studying,
maybe its just that i am tired,
or maybe its the soccer thats missing,
or maybe....
its some other stupid reasons.
In any case, the mood is just not there,
its driving me into a place named PANIC.
I really hope i can get the mood back,
i will try my best.
I also hope that my left knee will recover soon,
the pain has been killing me for more than a week.
I got a soccer match on the 20th this month,
and i don't want to miss it.
I have not been training for the past one month,
my skills and stamina will surely fall.

Hmm... i seem to be lacking of many things,
soccer, studies, health,
but i believe the most important thing that is missing is
the decisiveness in me...
its like i don't have a mind of my own.
everything is just one-way,
no changing of answers and no turning back.
people say life is full of regrets...
that's absolutely true.

Decisions put upon you may be difficult,
but its difficult because its important,
and that's why you are the one deciding it.

Now its like a silent conversation with a monster

2009-08-20T05:21:00.000-07:00

I found me largest weakness...
Indecisiveness
i can't decide on important things.
I really hate that feeling,
when you are stuck between two difficult choices,
and you must choose only one,
in order to carry one the next task.
I can't really tell what happened,
but most of you should already know.

Another thing i want to say is...
Sorry Cheryl Tan...
you where the one whom i vented my anger on,
i am sincerely sorry for that,
i am not in the correct mood these few days,
i will try my best to stop it.
i know you understand why i am angry,
so i hope you will forgive me,
for what i have and have not done.
i can tell you first..
that my anger have not gone away,
much of it is still there.

I am one hell of a persevering guy,
but i believe i am doing something i rarely do,
i am going to give up soon...
real soon...

you sing, i can't
you play the guitar, i can't
you look suave, i don't
you look cute, i don't
you are what she likes, i am not
you are not the loser...
i am...

True Friends

2009-08-15T08:50:00.000-07:00

Hmm..i back again.
well, NDP is over.
i am left with teacher's day
and other important dates.

I went for SC meeting today,
woke up earlier than usual
as i set the wrong timing for alarm.
So we did our jobs...slogging our hearts out.
Some things made me mad,
but i got over it quickly and focused.
Finished what we could and went for lunch.

Following that was to Aljunied,
went there for a confidential reason.
Came back to Tampines and set off for ECP
KH IS A CRAZY SHIT!!!
as soon as he woke up...
he started condemning Jason.
Irritated and annoyed,
Jason and i tolerated.
We had fun as long as we were together.
Now i realise the power of
FRIENDSHIP
I am having some problems with friends,
lately, a few quarrels and chats.
i do not want to lose any friends.
But the results may vary acording to the situation.

I am just glad to have good friends,
people like KH, XS and Venice...
I am sure there are many more...
Cheryl.T, Vivian, jermaine..
the list goes on and on...
sometimes we may fight,
sometimes we may disagree,
But most of the times...
only one word can describe it all.
FUN.
i thank my friends for being here for me,
i thank them for the support and help.
Most of all, i thank them for being in my life.

We fight, we quarrel, we disagree,
at the end of the day,
we are still the best of friends.
Thank You for being here for me,
Thank You for everything,
I may not have said this in your faces,
but you guys and girls mean a lot to me.
I hope we will keep in contact forever more,
as losing a friend like you is unforgivable.

2009-08-08T00:49:00.000-07:00

The wind of the NDP,
is always different.
We assembled by 7am at waited for the others to settle down.
Tired, exhausted and proud,
we made it through.
The hardwork have eventually paid of.

Standing at the parade square for at least 30min
we marched off and it marked the end of the parade.
We took some photos,
as a whole unit...
Sorry i don't have it with me.

We packed up and headed back to class
for our big breakfast

not long after, we went to the hall for some program
NE investiture and some other things...
then, the presentation of award to various CCA

XS went up to receive it, on behalf of NCC

We are awarded with $600!!
This amount of money will be for the CCA
we should be spending it on Rifles and other NCC stuff.

I wasn't feeling in the pink of health this few days.
Till now, my voice is still unusual.
i don't feel like typing.
the medicine is making me sleep.
arhhh.....

Just a short post

2009-07-25T05:31:00.000-07:00

Away from blogger for quite awhile,
I will just sum up a few things.
Firstly,
NCC, NDP is a few more days away,
buck up people, you guys can do it.
We are the GOH( guard-of-honor).
I hope XS will be the Parade Commander,
KH is already the contingent commander
and Terence, may not be the Flag bearer
and me?
Hmm.. timer bah...
I really hope the Pink Panda can perform too
let the spinning begin..

Next,
SC,
Teacher's Day prep have not started.
We need to start soon.
My dept has basically fall,
maybe i just too lenient on them,
i have never scolded them before.
Two outcomes,
scold and they listens,
or scold and they hate.
Challenging...

Lastly,
Venice, we will always support you.
I also agree with you,
i bet even KH too,
and definitely XS.
anything can come forward to us,
we are glad to help,
we are also trying to hint him on this,
we don't want to tell him straight in the face,
We don't want to lose a friend,
or maybe two.
JIAYOU JIAYOU!!!

Before i end...
Venice said yellow is used for sourness,
so what about blue?

I have not been acting quite right lately,
Maybe from your Point-of-view,
i am normal,
laughing, joking, being a clown.
but the truth is...
deep inside,
cracks have started to form,
like an earthquake in progess,
and i seem to be dropping down,
but fortunately,
there was a rope on my hands,
grabbing it tight.
On the other end...
i see my friends pulling me up.

I once said during floorball,
that i didn't have that motivation to play.
That special kind of motivation was missing.
but the true motivation is already in my possession.
i already have it.

Motivation is key to success.

2009-07-19T03:31:00.000-07:00

With an aching badly back,
i still went for soccer yesterday.
enduring the pain,
with every step and kick on the ball.
Ate lunch with my dad,
then went home for a short nap.

Woke up around 2 hours later,
got ready and went out,
going to my cousin house.
I haven seen him for 6 years,
thats because he was in a lonely place,
called "prison".

He is a changed man,
a man that learn from his mistake,
a man that repents,
a man that is full of talents.

along the Yellow Ribbon campaign,
he learn to play the guitar and sing.
And i must say, he is great!
So my cousins and i bought a folk guitar,
as a "welcome back" present
he cried when we gave him the guitar,
i almost did too..
but i held it back.
he played and sang 2 songs for us
and thanked all of us.
i learn many things too..

Today, i completed my homework,
before my cousins came for my grandfather's birthday celebration.
nothing much is happening today.
I am here playing FarmTown and blogging
and i am off to eat dinner..
Getting our class tee tomorrow..!!
Byes...

man makes mistakes, that may be very bad.
but whats bad is that the people close to him does not forgive him
Learn to Repent,
Change for the better,
Live life to the fullest!

in order to succeed,
we may need to make something out of nothing.

2009-07-17T06:14:00.000-07:00

woh...ohh
i am getting busier day by day
NDP in two weeks time.
Class test starting next week.
Teacher's day is yet to be done.

Fearing for the worse,
as i know the worse has yet to come.
it will come one fine day,
but i will hope that won't happen.
Looks like i will start pulling my hair again

we'll be getting our class tee on monday
i am truly excited,
but i am more excited for this weekend
to see my cousin
whom i have not seen for 6 years

let's go back to what happen today,
mrs tan came in with a swollen eye
and we were told she had fever after that
so that means no mrs tan for the next week.
Hmm..??
good or bad??
i think its bad...
next it was PE,
the floorball game got dirty,
and people almost fought
even though i am badly injured
we went to apologise for the class
me and MR to be exact.
maybe the class wouldn't know about this
but i believe i did the right thing
normal lessons after recess,
before i go for my PDS training.
KH was lazy as usual
and XS was getting sick
(take care broth-da)
(take care my USM)
Terence had fever and was sent home
David was being a dog as usual
and Fatin was making the training
funnier by the minutes..

went to KFC for dinner
chatted and ate like mad people
dragged my heavy foots
all the way home
and taking a bathe
to freshen up
before using this computer
to type type and type

a new song added to the blog
Taylor Swift- Crazier

2009-07-14T07:02:00.000-07:00

A long time since i have blogged,
well, the msn i am using now is the older one,
the one where you log in from the internet.
i am also unsure of this stupid thing.
and because of this,
i started playing games on Facebook.
Jermaine and Cheryl.O recommended me.
so i gave it a try.
i am active on 3 games now:
Farm Town
Crazy Planets
Mini Golf.
these games are not that bad,
but my computer still lags once in a while

Today in school,
we got our fans.
thanks to jiayan and cheryl.T for buying
and thanks to me and MR,
For fixing.
So now, most of the people should be satisfied
We will be getting our class tee soon!
Mrs.V said either late this week,
or early next week.
I look forward to seeing the design
and also the class reactions...hehehe

This few days,
my buddies are really talking sense.
KH and Terence is telling me about 90/10
which is a principle,
meaning, 90% is your own effort,
and 10% is the things you can't change
and also it depends on your 90%.
Hard to understand?
Jermaine is saying about
looking at things at a different point of view.
Hard to believe?
MR is keep talking about going for it.
Test of courage?
Hmm...???
Even my teachers are becoming unusual,
some turning racist, "religionist",
some turning irritating,
and some shouting at the top of their voice.

I guess these are guidelines and motivations,
for my future...
The next few weeks will be full of activities,
Teacher's Day,
National Day,
and TA's.
Meetings, training and homework,
will start to increase as time past by.
Hmm... challenges?

When you are born,
your life is a blank piece of paper...
what you write on it will eventually determine,
who you are and your attitude.
- my tuition teacher

the definition of success,
is not how high you go,
but how high you bounce back when you fall.

2009-07-06T01:59:00.000-07:00

Happy Youth Day people!!

in celebration of the youths around the world.
this is the time to be what you really are.
the freedom as youths,
the energy in youths and of course,
the craziness in youths.

A extra day of holiday for this week,
going back to school tomorrow,
the AYG are ending soon too,
Singapore was great,
but their Under-14 soccer was a disappointment.
they did not performed up to expectations.
but as youths,
what we lack is always experience
so, i believe they will improve,
just like me...

Improving one's self is important,
so is realising one's dreams,
but while doing all these,
we will usually affect our surroundings,
like the way we act and behave,
and also the attitude towards other's
this is the challenge in life.
a simple but yet difficult obstacle,
and that is to Be Ourselves

stress.....

2009-07-04T07:32:00.000-07:00

when school starts,
stress also starts to build up in my giant head.
these stress will then lead to a headache,
and finally,
me pulling my smooth hair...

The stress is really starting to accumulate but slowly,
one by one it stacks up.
i realise that school work is one of them,
it is not the worse one as i can still cope
the worst of all is council.
I like being in the council,
but i also have to handle the stress there,
most of my stress and headaches are from council.
Especially during this period of time,
Teacher's day...
I like planning for events,
helping out,
pushing myself to the limits i have in me,
but these will all eventually make me stress,
sad case.
actually, this might be easier if i get all the help i need,
but my department is falling,
one by one also,
so now, i want to thank the people that helped,
people like the exco's,
my department,
my 2IC ayu,
the teachers,
and finally myself and my friends.
i really like this personality in me,
that i want to finish off what i have started,
and finish it off successfully,
even if it means pushing myself to the limits.

i guess this is the good point that people do not see in me
and i know that there are many more inside me,
i just need to show, and not tell.
action speaks louder than words

hmm... my confidence level is falling,
i really need to get that back.
as what i told XS,
a leader must look confident before doing anything

i guess many things are falling now,
the class spirit,
my department,
my confidence level,
my heart???
maybe things are falling,
but i know one that is not,
and that is....
....
.... ....
....
the number of H1N1 patients
hahaha, the lameness in me too
so long talented ones..

the confidence and courage lies deep within the heart
we just need to get there,
fighting our way through the many obstacles in life,
and coming out above all.

2009-06-30T06:30:00.000-07:00

I finally found time to use my computer,
i just changed my broadband,
but there's something wrong with my MSN.
I am not sure too, i just can't log in.
Maybe i should use surds?
hahaha...lame?

This post will be a short one..
Semester 2 starts...
I'll definitely do my best and keep going on,
as i learn that success never continues,
if you stop trying.

Tomorrow will be SAF day,
the NCC cadets will be wearing our No.4 to school
there is no parade due to the H1N1 pandemic,
I am disappointed,
but i hope the NCC can be the GOH,
For the school's NDP this august.
I have many appointments and deadlines to meet
one is teacher's day preparation,
then its NCC training,
followed by the tons of homeworks,
and finally,
the third Wednesday of august.

Hmm... i guess this is it...
the busy life of a secondary three students,
with more than just homeworks and projects,
but also friends, family and that special ONE.

Maybe that was the thing i had to do,
that was the advice people gave me,
but that might also be annoying you.

R.I.P MJ

2009-06-27T00:18:00.001-07:00

Farewell talented one,
the king of pop,
the moonwalker,
The one and only Michael Jackson.

A talented person has just moved on,
what a pity to the world
i added a MJ song to my playlist,
"we are the world"
Hope you will love it.

I skipped my soccer game today,
i wanted to go running with MR but lost the mood
So i slept till 1030 this morning
I watched TV,
Used my computer,
ate lunch.
But i am lazy to do my maths homework
i guess i am gonna get screwed
well, that's life.
I believe there are other's too..

I am finishing up my english journal
then i will be packing my bags
getting ready for school

When school starts, i will blog less often
time is very limited
especially the next few months.
it was told to us that the inter-class games,
will be on the first friday of school,
but the problem is that,
my class only have 2 lesson of PE on floorball
so we are at a big disadvantage,
as the other classes have more trainings
I really hope our class can get a good result.
well, this is a minor thing to me..
the major one will be teacher's day
...
hmm...
so many things are slowly filling up my study time
i am really at a lost
i really don't know what to do next
I hope i can cope

My cousins are coming for mahjong soon.
and we'll be watching Golden Melodies Awards too..
This last two days of the holidays,
will be the last fun i am going to get with my family
when school starts,
my family will become
1. SC
2. NCC
3. School
but the main people will definately be my friends
we will be each other's family...
we will be there to share everything
i really thank Guan Yin Ma for my friends..
Kam sia Guan Yin Ma !!!
(Thank you Guan Yin Ma)

life is unfair...but this is life

2009-06-26T01:56:00.000-07:00

let me start with what i did yesterday.
i overslept and woke up at 10.30,
when i was supposed to meet XS to sew on our new ranks,
but i overslept so i asked him to go himself as he had to meet venice too
so i washed up, brushed, ate my breakfast
and went to cut my hair
then i came back up, bathed and brought my uniform to make.
Then met KH and went to Tampines interchange
Waited for MR and went to TM for lunch
XS and Venice then came.

We finished and went to walk around to agree on the movie
TM,CS and back to TM
as we decided to watch
"Drag Me To Hell"

Well, overall the movie was great,
except that a idiot nagged at us and as usual
KH saved the day
Then we walked around T1, like window shopping
before going for dinner at BBQ Chicken
Then the unfortunate happened
i shall not blog about it
so we went home after that
... ... ...
Today i had my Exco meeting in school
we started planning for teacher's day,
the biggest event.
it was an event that i was a stranger to
as i was suspended from council at this time last year
sad and at the same time bad
as i am not experienced in this
so we planned, talked nonsense
but managed to do the draft out successfully
ended at around 1315
and i went to buy my WANTON MEE back home
For lunch...

Life for us is so unfair
maybe unfair is not a good word
a better one will be 'full of up's and down's'
how other's see you is important
but what other's don't see in you is even more important
they might know who you are,
and what you are good at
but there is always something inside you
that is a personal secret.

So show the world what you are really made of
Give them your best shot
Stun the world with your unexpected talents
show them what you are really made of

lost in a place where the decisions roam
some are negative ones
some are positive ones
so what's the best one that you can decide on?

2009-06-23T05:56:00.000-07:00

I didn't have time to blog for these few days..
Hmm.. where did i stop??
Okay, 20 june 2009...
A peaceful Saturday morning..
My dad was tired and didn't want to go for soccer that morning,
So i skipped soccer too.
We rested at home and...
actually, i forgot what we did..
All i remembered is that we ate dinner at T1,
at this place called F.I.S.H
it is a branch for Fish'n'Co.
We went for some minor shopping after that..

I saw a earphone at SONY,
then i observed that it was actually a built-in MP3 too..
it was quite a awesome MP3,
my dad wanted to get one to share,
but i didn't need it as i got a phone..
Basically, i am satisfied with what i have.
Then i went to look for my wrist support,
I have been having some wrist problems after PDS trainings.
So i got this to prevent it from getting worse.
Then my parents went to look for some other stuff,
so i just followed on...
We got back home at around 2130,
i saw my uncles, aunties and cousins at my house
they were all playing mahjong..but my uncle was watching TV
So i bathed and joined them for awhile..
then went back at around 2300 and i went to bed.
zzzz...zzzz...zzzz

The next morning,
21 june 2009
HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!!
It was father's day and all of us got up early,
We were going to harbourfront for our family day.
My mum decided that we went to SENTOSA..
So we took a train to harbourfront and went to have lunch
Just as we finished eating..
My uncle called to say that,
the maid taking care of my ah gong was locked outside my house..
She was hired to take care of my bed-riden ah gong,
she went outside to bring in the drying shoes,
Unfortunately, a strong gust of wind blew the door shut

So we rushed back home in my uncle's car and opened the door
we quickly hurried to see if my ah gong was alright.
then, when everything was fine..my uncle drove us back to VIVOCITY.
At this time, it wasn't worth going to SENTOSA anymore,
so we went shopping again..
We went into ADIDAS..
and i saw this light blue wind-breaker.
It was like love at first sight...
i took a closer look at it and it was actually a RAIN-JACKET
As the tag says..
it was cheaper than the adidas hoodie that MR wanted
Mine was $79.90 while MR's was $112
So i am going to save up to buy it..
We went for dinner now..
At NO SIGNBOARD SEAFOOD.
cool name..nice place
it was very seldom that i go to these kind of places
normally only on special occasions
the food was great and at the same time expensive
but i had a scrumptious dinner..
we went home a little earlier,
as my dad needs to work and i have to go to JYSS tomorrow

22/06/09
Went to school for INNOVATION PROTOCOL WORKSHOP
big words there...
it was a fun course..
there were supposed to be more people
but they had something else on..
the first activity was the LEGO playing
we need to make something that represent ourselves using LEGO
i made a monkey
XS made a white, tall tower
then XS found a chef's hat and put it on my monkey
i put my monkey on his tower
then i said:
"waa.. KING KONG RESTAURANT sia..!!"
the group for us laughed..
then we needed to build a handphone holder out of the LEGO
And suprisingly, XS and JY got the same phone,
so as me and vivian..
so Cheryl.T was the OUTCAST
and her's was the biggest..
so we started on the handphone holder
Both CT and vivian's looked like a Tombstone,
Mine and JY had wheels
and XS has a revolving man on it..
then..we were suppose to make the longest bridge with LEGO
So the SC, CCAC and InE club challenged
we worked well as the SC but the CCAC won instead
ITs Okay girls...
well, we had lunch after that and did a profile...something...
that part was interesting but more complicated..so i shall not type it down
XS and I went to the NCC room to settle some stuff before leaving the school
I went home.

Then at 1800 i went out of house to meet MR and JY for dinner,
i was suppose to take bus 15,
and meet MR on the way.
But the bus was full and i told MR to meet at the MRT
by this time..we were already late.
So the poor JY had to wait longer at White Sands
We went to KFC for dinner.
then we met Brian and Maisurah( is it the correct spelling?)
We then headed off to Pasir Ris Elias CC
for the AYG torch relay briefing
We also went there to collect the t-shirt
the design was not bad..
we learnt that we oni had to run for abt 1.5km on Sunday
then all the bullshit and crap started..
Go to MR blog for more info..
Haha..i getting lazy now..
i try and carry on.

23/06/09
went for the workshop again.
this time we went to IKEA
to learn more about the reasons behind their success
then we went back to school and carry on the workshop..
ended..homed..bathe..dinner..
now here i am typing on the keyboard
the info in between are long and i am getting lazy
so you may want to try JY,RX or cheryl blog to find out
tomorrow will be my homework day..
i need to complete everything..
also i want to say that

XS miss called me when i went down to buy ice-cream
so i called him back and he told me that..
"I AM A 2SGT!!"
he told me that the HQ messed up some details and i am officially a 2SGT
so that's great
even though only me and XS got it..
i believe KH and Terence should be happy for us too..
In any case, i may not be going for Senior Spec Course.
So no matter what,
as long as all of us are better than a DOG
I think thats good enough..
My laziness is coming...
i should go off now..
Thanks for reading this lenghty post
So long talented ones....

2009-06-19T00:47:00.000-07:00

Today was supposed to be our ****** outing,
however, due to some minor problems, it did not work out.
So MR,KH,Jermaine and I went out together.

We met in front of the ahneh stall at 1230.
Then we took a train to city hall and walked to marina square,
the reason we went there was because we wanted to try YUKI N YAKI,
It was a buffet that MR's sister recommended to us
all of us were virgins going there but not at eating buffets
The only clue we got from MR's sister was that it was on the 3rd level.
So we searched high and low and finally found it.
It was beside the KBOX

Then we went in.
The waitress took us to the seat right in front.
But we requested to switch to the back as we were the mischievous lot
So we went to the back as we requested.
Then we started the rock and roll of food paradise.
We went to get the food,
but before that, we make sure everybody got different types of food,
So me and Jermaine got the meat related,
MR and KH got the seafood and sushi.
we then went back to our table, full of food.

Amazing amount of FOOD!!

We also had a choice of 2 different soup for the steamboat.
so we chose Tom Yam and Herbal Chicken.

RIGHT: TomYam.....LEFT: Herbal Chicken

You guys might be wondering...
"Hey, didn't KH cut his hair?? how do he look like?"
HAHAHA...random, here's how..

Don't you think he look nicer in this haircut?

Anyway, We started cooking our food,

We had chicken, pork, fish, seafood and many more,
Great eaters..but KH was the Greatest of them all

We continued eating till around 3++ to 4,
Then we went for our fried ice cream buffet.

This was the mixture of different flavour of ice cream

The ice cream was easy to 'fry' and this is our first product

We came up with the name "Diarrhoea"

We continued experimenting and fried another product,

This one is called "Shit"

We got the hang of it and "tadah.... presenting....

ICE CREAM!!! YAY

What a fruitful day.
We continued eating till 5pm so we didn't have to pay the dinner price.
After all the eating.. we went to the arcade.
Daytona was always first.
I won the firrst time but loss the second round.
Then i played Time Crisis with KH.
Unfortunately, my stepping pedal was spoiled.
Hence i died easily.
Then, we walked to the Suntec Arcade.
reached there and saw new and interesting games.
MR played Stacker..
ME and KH played Time Crisis 4..
Jermaine.. Actually i didn't know what he was doing.
We played basketball too..

Then, when we were walking back, just out of the arcade..
Jermaine shouted" Eh! My HANDPHONE LEH?"
All of us thought it was a joke but he started running back.
KH followed.
Me and MR finally followed behind.
We split up to find it and,
Fortunately He founded it himself, at the basketball area.
Now we walked all the way back to city hall to take a train back.

We arrived at tampines and followed jermaine to TORI Q.
He bought his 15 sticks of satay for his family and we then went to Tampines 1.
On the way there.
Jermaine gave us another fright.
We were walking and he shouted again" BLoodly hell!!"
I looked at him and he said his nose was bleeding.
I gave him a tissue.
Suprisingly, his nose bled.
A athlete like him.
We went to find KH mom at EMICAKES.
They were having a promotion,
I wanted to buy but there was a lot of people and i was full.
So we walked to the bus stop,
While MR walked home.
That was pretty much the end of our day of endless fun.

Today, i am going to start on my homework.
Starting......Now!
OK Bye talented one's

It's fun going out with your friends
but you will always need someone special beside you

2009-06-17T06:11:00.000-07:00

Went to school for pure paper today.
Met JT and Fatin.N in school.
The paper was difficult for me.
i finished it and went home,
Nothing much to talk about here.

Reached home, bathed and ate my lunch.
I had fried bee hoon with eggs and some other dishes.
I got ready and went to meet MR and Aloy at SAFRA for pool.
I was late as i did not have enough time.
I fonud them and started playing.
I have not played pool for a long time,
my skills have deproved and the games i won was mostly out of sheer luck.
Had a fun time there.
Me and MR played most of the time as Aloy spent his time eating and going to the toilet
We finished at around 4 and went to 400 plus to slack and chat.
We took bus 168 there and bought bubble tea first.
MR bought some otah also.

We sat at the void deck and started chatting.
Aloy is a joker,
When you are out with him, you will always be laughing.
Chatted all the way till 6 plus then i took a bus home.
reached home, took a bath and ate dinner.
Now i am here blogging and settling my outing tomorrow.
Kh got caught for his hair before his camp,
and have to report to NCC HQ tomorrow to let the WO(warrant officer) check
Hence our outing is screwed up.
now still deciding,
see la KH so ti kee(stubborn) people ask you to cut hair you don't want
Stupid Boy!!
Now we are getting frustrated,
maybe we should just postpone??
I don't know
I think it will be best to postpone it.
I want to go out and have fun, but serious work is not yet done
None of my homework is completed yet
maybe i should start tomorrow??

Well, i guess i need to prioritize my work more efficiently.
so now,
I will go and have a bowl of noodles..
See ya people...

Frustrated by these little things in life

2009-06-16T05:36:00.003-07:00

I woke up at 0645 today to get ready to go to school for my pure biography paper,
it was raining cats and dogs.
So i sms-ed ms Fatin.N and told her i didn't felt like going to school.
Unfortunately, we had no choice.
So i got my ass out of my comfortable bed and went to bathe.
Had breakfast and looked out of the window,
it wasn't raining that heavily anymore,
so i got my jacket and went off to school.

I reached there on time,
but waited for Fatin.N at the courtyard.
Then i saw Ms Tay,
TO ALL 1E2'07, 2E2'08 and 3e3,3e4'09::::
MS TAY CUT HER HAIR!!!
She cutted bob hairstyle, she looked weird in it..
Try and imagine..??..
Never mind, let's get back to the subject.
Fatin.N finally came and we went to the physics lab for our paper.
Sat there and think for 2hours plus,
The paper wasn't as difficult as i thought but i do not expect to achieve high marks

Finished the paper and went down to chat with cheryl, hsi er and the extra vivan.
looked at the SJAB cadets do foot drill,
No offence but they sucked, just like my NCC cadets
I walked home after that.

I wanted to have PDS training tomorrow, but mr vaahid said NO!
The reason was because there is no teacher-in-charge for this week.
so maybe the trainings will be postponed till next week.
We need to get ready for the upcoming NCC day Parade.
It won't be that grand but we will want it to be good.
I hope to get the role of either Parade commander or the usual Timer.
I want to shout! And stun the people,
And show them that there are other talented ones like,
KH, XS, Terence and Me, and not only david
The PINK PANDA will most likely be performing too(hopefully!!)
No matter what, i will do my best in any role i get.
We seriously need training. But the important XS is at his survival camp
I believe XY is missing him too..Right?? Char bor??
I want my outing with my friends and hopefully her.
I saved money for seoul garden too..

I will have the same routine tomorrow but i am going for pool at SAFRA after that,
with MR and Aloy.
maybe i will be a bit late.
need to walk all the way back home from school again.
i guess i should go back to studying now,
see ya talented readers...!!

Bored at home

2009-06-15T05:15:00.000-07:00

Sky at Pasir ris park

The beautiful house at Chek Jawa

Path connecting to the house

Commonly known as the 'frog island'

The afternoon sun at Chek Jawa

The sea view from the observation tower.

Well, i just came back from tuition and i want to say that:

I COULD HAVE FINISH THIS POST 1HR EARLIER
BUT BECAUSE OF THE STUPID BLOGGER, I NEED TO RE-TYPE.

Ok... hahaha

Yesterday, i went to pulau ubin in the morning before heading to pasir ris park in the evening
The pictures above are the views from my eyes.
Pictures are taken for memories, information, and many other useful stuffs.
now i know the importance of why Ms LEE XUE YIN likes to take pictures when we have any outing

i actually typed out my journey in detailed paragraphs but i am not typing it again.
I AM LAZY!!!
but definately not as lazy as KH.
KH and XS are at Pulau Ubin now for their 3D2N survival camp,
i wanted to go too, but because of the pure papers i have to take tomorrow and wednesday,
i can't go...

i studied for the papers today but nothing seems to get in my head..
well, i guess i will just try my best tomorrow.
Fatin Nabihah will be accompanying me fortunately.

My stomach is sending messages to my brain to tell me that i am hungry,
so as an obedient owner, i will be searching for food now..bye

A picture paints a thousand words..
but what if you misread the picture??

The Athlete in me

2009-06-13T06:41:00.000-07:00

I will start with what i did yesterday.
Met KH,MR and terence at Tamp West CC for badminton,
it was supposed to be from 1pm to 3pm
but as our usual self..we decided to extend it to 6pm.
X(S+Y) came but left to go dating..haha
We played till 3 and took a break at Mac downstairs
Aloy also came and Terence left later
Then we continued all the way till 6.
It was tiring but at the same time fun.
The 3 of them went for dinner. i had home-cooked food

This morning i went for my usual soccer game,
At half time, my team was losing with the score of 5-1,
but we persevered, and it worked, but not fully.
We finished the game with the sky pouring with tears,
we fought back but still lost 5-4
well, i guess this is life,
Sometimes you win and sometimes you loses,
but at the end of the day, it all comes down to PERSEVERANCE.

Its okay if we lose sometimes,
Even though we lost, we may have gained, or learnt something new
As long as you know you put in your fullest effort,
That is when you have already won.

I am not trying to boast or show off but I am proud to say that i am a good sportsman.
I feel that i am good at many sports, soccer, badminton, floorball?
I am one hell of a physical person

Now for my weakness, bad points.
Firstly and Obviously, I am superbly talkative.
Next, irritating
Following up, stubborn and lazy
Lastly, I cannot do anything music related
I am sure there are a lot more weaknesses i have and feel free to put it on the tagboard
Maybe some girls like the music-type, some like the smartypants
and some like the athlete-type of boys like me and MR
At the end of the day... the point is that every single one of us is talented in something

I should stop here now to get some rest,
i need to recover from a strained shoulder and worse,
i need to wake up tomorrow at 0730 to get ready for a visit to Pulau Ubin
and not only that,
i need to get myself of instant noodles to fill my empty stomach..
off to cook!!( another positive point of me?)
Hahahas..so long...

PS: Added songs to this boring blog

2009-06-11T04:47:00.000-07:00

Today was a long and tiring day.. me, KH, and terence brought the part b girls and boys to SENGKANG CC for their SANA course..

Now we realise that the life of a specialist is totally different
the way the instructors treat you is totally different.. we are like friends

The cadets were okay overall but they still don't understand that the way they behave is very important!!!
wearing the No.4 uniform will not only represent NCC but also the school.
they are still making lots noise and do not realise their surrounding people and things
Terence settled that...

Finally a break, i'll be playing badminton tomorrow with the usual group of us..
We can finally have fun and forget the things that are annoying us..
Hope to have a fun time tomorrow.. I believe we will

Well, XS and Jermaine are lucky, KH, Terence and MR still have hope..
Me.. let's just say that i will try my best...
Hahaha.. only my group of friends will get this.. sorry..

United We Stand, Divided We Fall !!!
We share our happiness, we share our sorrows..
We encourage one another, we try our best..
We joked, we laughed, we bled, we cried..
As long as we stick together..
We'll always be fine..

2009-06-10T06:07:00.000-07:00

the one and only mr PEH MURU has created a blog
He did that for the same reason as me..

well, today i met KH and went to school a.maths lesson plus PDS training
me and Faten, purposely went to class late to waste some time...
i absorbed most of the things back into my head..
the funny thing is, before the exams, i seem to forget everything..after that then i remember
weird stuff..??..

PDS was great..i manage to spin the rifle and walk back and forth
great improvement!!
all i can say is that..i hope i wont drop the rifle on the floor again as that will be a down 20

went to Tenderbest after that, eat, chat, discussed..
and finally agreed to play pool at safra.
so all went home to bathe and change..

when we got there..the place was fully booked so we went to LAN
completely a waste of money..
we then went down to see the badminton courts
but whet caught our attension was the table-tennis court beside it
MR and me decided to rent and play there..
had a fun and enjoyable time there..
finished the day here..

i have to follow the part b's to sengkang tomorrow for their SANA course
BORED...
going to fold my No. 4 soon...SEE YA PEOPLE!!

FYI:
Tampines West CC
Friday, 12 june 09
1pm to 3pm
Badminton Game
Feel free to come but please inform us first..

Discipline

2009-06-09T01:49:00.000-07:00

Well.. now i realise that:

Discipline is deep beneath a person's heart,
The key to achieve anything in life is Discipline.

I went for NCC training today
It was the first training since we got our ''cookie''
The PT was great..even though there were some clowns that report sick,
most of them went on with it and continued the whole PT

Special thanks to Mr U and Mr Poh the two PTIs

Drills were next, i went up to the NCC room to help the clumsy Mr U to clean up the kiwi polish he spilled on the floor then when the sirs went back, i went down to take the part b's (sec 2's)

Firstly, i want to congratulate myself for saying "KNOCK IT DOWN!"
Yes, we pumped the cadets, KH did the part a's, i did the part b's..
Somehow, the part b's had fun as i told them some reasons and jokes..
I knocked them down, but this will be my last as its not nice doing that
Mr XSU was a little fierce this training, he finally raised his voice...
Some of them were frightened, but the rest had the 'heck care' attitude
I bet they will get it the next training..

Quote of the day:

"we don't give you fish, we teach you how to catch them."

Back as a Speciallist

2009-06-06T04:16:00.000-07:00

YO! people..i am back from my camp! Now i am known as a Specialist.
I passed out as a 3SGT and i finally have my cookie( army-ncc badge).
Now i can shout three lovely words if needed "KNOCK IT DOWN!!"
The camp overall was fine. The food and bed was the best in the whole camp...
Here's the full story:

DAY 1:
We met at Tampines interchange at 6.30am. KH went to return his key to his mom..then we went to the MRT station to wait for XS. Saw my fellow excos and NCC girls there..XS came and we got on the train all the way to Joo Koon station. She was suppose to be there but i did not see her.
One hour later we were at Joo Koon.. met up with the rest and walked to SDC for the shuttle bus.
I sat a different bus from the others, but was with the girls.
We reached Pasir Laba Camp and the In-processing began... i wad in Golf company, Platoon 3, Section 1. KH, XS and Terence was in the other company.
We went to our bunks and got ready.
I was the IC for my platoon for the first day. We marched all the way to the other end of the camp to the auditorium for the welcome speech by MAJ James Foo.. He said many meaningful stuffs.
We then went back to the training shed for our lunch, suprisingly it was great. we had mixed rice. Then the lessons began. Recapped about the Trainfire and IFC topics tested.
At Dinner, we learn that we needed to recite the SPECIALIST CREED before evey meal, so we learn and get it deep into our heads. We had spagethi for dinner, the salad was superb.
We continued our lessons.
We then had some pastries for supper and went back to bathe and sleep..

DAY 2:
Almost woke up late for the first day, i quickly washed up and rushed down to assemble.
The PT every morning was super slack.. it was so easy that a did not even sweat.
We then had breakfast, again it was delicious pastries, but a different variety.
Our test then continued..
while waiting..we revised and chatted among ourselves.
Lunch was next, if i am not wrong we had rice again, but it was still delicious.
We continued the second half of the test.
Now came dinner, more suprisingly...it was chicken chop..can you believe that?
However.. it wasn't as nice as the spagetti.
We then went to the IGTS ( integrated gunnery tactical system) in the camp
we tried out different lightweight weapons use by the army and saw how some other big weapons work..it was fun and at the same time a great experience for all..
Then we marched back and had supper and went to bed.

DAY 3:
The slack PT followed by breakfast.
Then i had the GSK test. GSK ( general specialist knowledge)
It was quite difficult, but managed to pass
Then came Lunch..forgot what we had but it was nice
we then head out to SDC and the army museam for some sort of amazing race challenge.
also play some military-related board game
Then we went back to the camp for dinner which was mee-goreng, the chilli was super spicy
We did some survey form and got ready for tomorrow

DAY 4:
Same activities, PT and breakfast and went for some lectures and closing speech and award ceremony by MAJ James Foo
Had our last meal there before the speech..it was Nasi Briyani..best!
they then gave out our ranks and cookie..all of all received 3SGT but some failed and were sad.
We then headed home with another 1 hour train ride back to tampines.
KH and me could take it and went to KFC. Then we headed home.
I was shocked as my room arrangement was changed by my parents, but it was ok

Preparing for the pure paper on monday.. bet i will fail
Tomorrow i will be going to my uncle house for a birthday party.
Well, i look forward to Tuesday( 9 june) NCC training where i will be donning the 3SGT rank on my arms and wear the cookie on my chest.

THE SPECIALIST CREED
I am a specialist of the National Cadet Corps.
I serve with pride and dedication.
I will excel in my Specialist's duties, ensure the discipline in my cadets
And nurture them to their fullest potential.
I overcome my difficulties with my adventourous spirit.
I will uphold the prestige of the National Cadet Corps
To be the premiere uniform group in Singapore.

i really hope you will stop ignoring me

2009-06-01T02:34:00.000-07:00

ah... finally back at home. just came back from somerset. brought cadets to SP Pte Ltd for course..went there with kh and terence. KH IS A B**T**D !!! hahaha..he made me do this..

well, it was extremely boring there..got scolded by the mdm there for not wearing smart 4. we waited outside for around 3hrs for them. we talked, i played psp, we were bored to death.. these cadets really take our kindness for granted...they'll die on the 9 of june...muahahaha..the first training aft i get my beloved cookie( army-ncc badge). this badge will be a passport for us to shout three lovely words at the cadets.."KNOCK IT DOWN !!" hahaha..then they will beg on their knees for us to stop..

My specialist course will be from tomorrow till friday.. i'll be going there to listen to lecture, have test, train and finally, if i do well, i will get my 3SG or 2SG..of course..2SG will be better..i will aim for the best cadet award. as what my dadd tell me..aim higher, soar further..motivational words.

Do not worry..i am bringing a non-camera phone there..can still be contactable. I will miss a few things and people. Things like my toilet, bed, computer and phone. most of all..i will miss my group of friends and yes..her..

here i say again:

"Aim higher, Soar further.. push your dreams as there are no boundaries"

Boredom

2009-05-30T08:49:00.000-07:00

Well, i created this blog for me to pass time...
its just a simple blog so don't complain...
i will try to blog in standard english so as to improve my english standard...
Hopefully you guys will visit this blog and i hope it won't be dead..
Otherwise my "level of boredom" will surely increase...

For a start, i just want to say that..yes i passed my exams but i did not done as high as i expected. i flunked a maths( as expected) but i passed my e maths and did better for both my languages..so conclusion...

Therefore, i am not satisfied with my result and i promise to work harder.

Life these days was not that good.
firstly, yes i confessed but it didn't turn out that well
secondly, i sprained my wrist due to rifle spinning, better have recovered.
thirdly, my pure papers are coming
and lastly, i am being ignored...

I AM SUPERBLY BORED!!!