you're a mystery yourself
Thursday, September 3, 2009
6:17 AM

Its been so long...
i did not really have the time recently,
and even if i had..
laziness won over me...
So i whacked myself in the ass and sat on this chair,
to type for the sake of the people bugging me to blog.

The busy days are going to be over soon,
after the holidays and it will be a quick rush.
Rush for the concentration of exams.
honestly, i am not in the mood of studying,
maybe its just that i am tired,
or maybe its the soccer thats missing,
or maybe....
its some other stupid reasons.
In any case, the mood is just not there,
its driving me into a place named PANIC.
I really hope i can get the mood back,
i will try my best.
I also hope that my left knee will recover soon,
the pain has been killing me for more than a week.
I got a soccer match on the 20th this month,
and i don't want to miss it.
I have not been training for the past one month,
my skills and stamina will surely fall.

Hmm... i seem to be lacking of many things,
soccer, studies, health,
but i believe the most important thing that is missing is
the decisiveness in me...
its like i don't have a mind of my own.
everything is just one-way,
no changing of answers and no turning back.
people say life is full of regrets...
that's absolutely true.

Decisions put upon you may be difficult,
but its difficult because its important,
and that's why you are the one deciding it.

Now its like a silent conversation with a monster

the hidden talents.

me



Boo Yan Kiat, 15

Junyuan Sec, 4e4'10

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Loves
Dogs
Music
Soccer
Sunny--SNSD

Hates
Being Frustrated
Forced to do things that i don't like
Irritating Music
Un-natural stuffs

desires
A Pet Dog (Golden Retriver pup)
Laptop
Good O's result
The special place in my heart to be filled

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